I'm struggling to shake the blah today. I'm not sure why I feel this way today. It's not that I didn't get enough sleep because for last night was one of the rare ones where I actually got enough sleep. Between me being a night owl and dealing with insomnia, it's not often that I get that.
But I just don't feel like doing anything today but sitting around (now that I can comfortably again) and being lazy. I really need to get over this blah or at least get some energy to work around it. Here it is already noon and I have only done one load of laundry. I still have a bathroom to clean, a table to clear off and more laundry.
And don't forget the dishes. Since Steve made dishes a daily chore with consequences, I've been trying to do them as we go rather than face a full sink at the end of the day, but we were busy yesterday. Then a water line sprung a leak and since it was too late to get the part to fix it, he had to turn off the water to the house so I didn't have any water to do them. He made a quick run to Lowes this morning and repaired it before he left for work so I have no excuse for not going the dishes.
I know if I can't shake this blah feeling, I'm going to be paying the price tonight. I really don't want that to happen. My bottom is feeling better today and I'd like to keep it that way. But I know if I don't get my chores done, it's going to happen.
And it's not going to be nice because the spanking the other night showed Steve two things. One, I can take a harder spanking than he has been giving me (not gracefully or even quietly, but I can take it). Now that he knows that, he said to not expect the easy ones any more.
Two, even though I hate the wooden spoon, I hate the belt more. So he's decided that the belt will be used more, even if it's only at the end of a spanking with the wooden spoon to leave a lasting impression. I told him that wasn't necessary, but he disagreed. I suppose it's a good thing because that will be more of an incentive to not get in trouble, but I don't have to like it.